friday, 20 may 2005

breathe in. breathe out.
i sigh. then i smile...

i breathed hard as i felt a tingling sensation warming up my whole body.
i wrapped myself with my hands as somenody entered the well-enlightened room
where my friend and i were staying with orthe pals.
i sighed. it was not him ~ the one i was most anxious to meet at that time.
it was not 3P.
their meeting started. where could that person be?

i let my thoughts wander. it was the last day i'm gonna see him.
it was the last day i'm gonna talk to him. i had so many quetions in my mind.
so many things i wanna tell him. so many things i wanna ask.
but i only had a day, no i only had a few hours.
the thought made me close my eyes.
i should see him. even for the last time.

i really don't know why i was so affected of the fact that he was leaving.
and yet i've known him for only 5 days.

and then he came. he stood in front of me. i said goodbye. he smiled.
i smiled.