saturday, 21 may 2005

i feel weird.
strange.

do i really like him?
did i really like him?
or was i just infatuated of the fact that we got along very well.
that after almost a year, i felt like having a boyfriend and he
was the one there... available? well, not really.

i feel weird.
strange.

it's like i don't feel anything for him anymore.
well not totally that i've forgotten him.
just seems that i've accepted the fact that everything's gonna be a memory ~
a mere memory of someone i never expected i'd meet, someone i never expected
i'd know... 3P

friday, 20 may 2005

breathe in. breathe out.
i sigh. then i smile...

i breathed hard as i felt a tingling sensation warming up my whole body.
i wrapped myself with my hands as somenody entered the well-enlightened room
where my friend and i were staying with orthe pals.
i sighed. it was not him ~ the one i was most anxious to meet at that time.
it was not 3P.
their meeting started. where could that person be?

i let my thoughts wander. it was the last day i'm gonna see him.
it was the last day i'm gonna talk to him. i had so many quetions in my mind.
so many things i wanna tell him. so many things i wanna ask.
but i only had a day, no i only had a few hours.
the thought made me close my eyes.
i should see him. even for the last time.

i really don't know why i was so affected of the fact that he was leaving.
and yet i've known him for only 5 days.

and then he came. he stood in front of me. i said goodbye. he smiled.
i smiled.

i was busy. i did not have the time. or i was just lazy...

been kinda busy these days... lots of work... lots of stuff to do.
whew!
don't really know what i've been doing...
maybe i was juz too lazy, not even taking a peak on what's been happening to the
world of eletronic media...
didnt even know that i had another pal who actually became a member of this blogspot.
anyway...
i've been through a lot of calls, inquiries, and complaints these past few days...
whew!
been through lots of explanation, queries, trainings, questions, etc, etc, etc...
never imagined the life of being a CSR would lead me to a million changes.
am i back?

let's see...